Whew…

Barbie_doll_7131479015852_iaaI forced myself to get off the bed from reading and go work out. Daddy did 10 mins…so could I at least. I did another 15. I did 15 and all my pushups yesterday. I still have my pushups and situps to do but that was going to be a lot easier then the workout. Good motivation for doing it…seeing my image on the cam. From the angle you see it, you can see a double chin and I hate that. Good reason to workout…get rid of it.

I updated Girl2 today a bit. Got the store section up. Not that I think people want to buy the CD but at least it’s progress. I took alot of Keen calls today. Those 3 min 99 cent readings add up if you get enough of them. 25 dollars today. That’s so crappy and I deserve so much more but I’m working on that. Over the weekend I signed up to be on a site that promises to get me more clients at a higher rate. We’ll see how that goes.

Tomorrow Daddy, Flagg, and David go to Tink’s. I’ll have the day to myself to clean and do some work. Working out included.  More calls to, I hope. Chat at ya later.

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Off to see Tat

Aeolianafay1996186125_iaaI’m so tired! I was suppose to get this morning to go to an Endocrinologist appt. at 8:45. Only problem was that I had a really hard time getting to sleep last night and ended up staying up until it was time to leave to go. I’ve had about 4 hours of sleep in a row. Ug.  We are headed over to have dinner with Tat and her family. We’ll all be back here tomorrow.

I’m doing ok, other then being tired. I have a kink in my neck that makes it hurt when I turn my neck but otherwise I’m doing peachy. I’m on something like page 375 of Atlas Shrugged and moving right along. Only like 800 more pages or so.

 

Motivation…

I734818218Last night we watched some of the special features on Blade 3 and it renewed my motivation to work out. Jessica Biel looks amazing, as you can see from the picture provided. They said she worked out every day doing 45 mins of cardio, an hour of weights, 2 hours of Karate, and 2 hours of archery. No wonder she looks fanominal. They also said she got to like 12 percent body fat. I would so kick ass in my test if I got to where she did.

I can’t help but think it’s so much easier when you have a trainer. Someone there to push you through rough spots. How much of that is an excuse, I don’t know. My friend is pretty much where I use to be. She works out at the gym 2 hours at a time when she goes. I just wish she lived closer. She’s farther away then Tat is.

This morning I weighed myself and I’m down to 160! I’m so excited about that. I keep reminding myself how much better I’d look if I did more cardio and added weights to that. Every day is a new day right?

Getting ready for sleep

ButterflyI just took my last call of the night, I think. I’m so glad I did. I came to double check my mail before bed and saw that I had someone waiting to talk to me. It was one of my regulars and I don’t have many of those as it is. So I decided I’d take her call even though I knew she’d be calling my low price line. She’s a trip to talk to and everytime we talk she tells me that I’m dead on. She never gives me any information until after I’ve given her my insight. It’s always a simple question like “Tell me about this house I want” and we go from there. It just continually shocks me that I can tell her things about how she was feeling and why she did some things to get to where she got and how that will effect future things and I seem to be dead on target. Freaky.

Nothing much going on. I’ve been pretty ok. I got really naseaus yesterday and had bad cramps that kept me from karate. I was mostly ok today and I finally got my “hold over” Welbutrin until it comes in the mail. I feel pretty stable but pretty lacking in motivation. I spent most of the day reading Atlas Shrugged. Daddy went to see Tat and I’ve been reading and watching TV…and taking calls when they came in. I can’t decide if I want to leave my high priced listings on over night or not. If I get a call on them it’ll be decent money for the time but I’ll also be kinda out of it if they wake me up from sleep and I’ll worry about the quality of the call. Decisions decisions. Ug…

:sigh:

Saga1137782293_iaaI just saw Episode 3 of Star Wars. As a movie…I liked it. I thought it was well put together. I liked the graphics. The acting and the script were awesome. But being the hopeless romantic I am…it just broke my heart to watch Anakin become what we knew he must become. I feel like I did when I watched the Karate Kid and realized that I was never going to be able to fall in love with Ralph Macchio because he “had a girlfriend”.

It saddens me for the character…but it also saddens me because I think that Hayden Christensen is a wonderful actor. If he can make me feel the way he did on the movie screen then he’s got to be good. And that in and of itself saddens me. To know that I’m never going to meet this man who can make me feel such complex and heart hurting emotion. To also know that I probably don’t have that kind of talent that could make others feel this particular way about me. The way people feel when they realize what kind of determination Brittney Spears has to have to be such a success. Mostly I’m hung up on not meeting someone like Hayden. Don’t get me wrong. I know it couldn’t be that intense emotion 24/7. Eventually we’d be living life and life isn’t like that. You have bills and people get bored with each other. But still…

I think it’s highly possible that I’m feeling this way because I’ve been off lately. I know that probably less then 3% of the people who watched that movie came out of it feeling the way I did. I only give 3% because I’m not SO egotistical to think I’m the only one who could feel that way. But I really gotta tell you…Hayden just made my top 3 dreamy guys. I DO have a thing for bad boys. (Riddick and “Queen of the Damn’s” LeStat being the other two).

5. 4. 3. 2. 1.

Fedupchild189203973_iaaNot totally sure how to start. I just got done watching ANTM and I’m happy and sad. I was so happy that Naima won. I knew she would from the start. I picked the last two as well. But I was so sad for Kahlen. She kinda won my heart after the “Wrath” episode.  This is one of those times that I really really hope that I’m rigth about the fact that some of the girls who don’t win get contacts anyway. She deserves it so much and I think she can get over her minor flaws. So…there’s that.

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