I’m not up to writing a long post…I promise to give you some more details tomorrow. I had a wonderful 24 hours with Adam. He has to be one of the greatest guys I know. He deserves big kisses and hugs. Just like Daddy and Tat.
 Thank you guys….
Even rational I mean it….. 
Aidan and Adam
Lot’s of people wanted to know about getting the mp3 of Flagg’s MindFuck seminar that we did via the phone. We now have it available for $5 dollars.
We will likely be having more seminars with him or Daddy in the future in which you can participate for $20 dollars or get the audio file later on down the road. I’ll keep you posted.
I am in a bad mood. I rarely get in this bad of a mood. But the patience I usually have for questions? Zip. The ability to see the brighter side of the picture (though usually small)? None. UG!
I was at Walmart and bought a shirt with Eore on it. It says Moody. I wanted to buy the one that says “I’m not in a bad Mood….I just don’t like you.”
Here’s a link that you might find enjourable
As a side note…today is not a happy shiny positive day. Anyone who wants to have a sitdown with my brain…you’re welcome to it.
Ok first…I HATE my glasses. Not only do I not like how I look with them on but they hurt. *pout* I get to go to the dr. tomorrow before karate and get my eyes examined and then get contacts! Yay! Right now the size of the headache I have is enormous. After I write this up I’m going to be heading back to a hole to not look at anything.
I spent a good deal of time today trying to get my meds that I’ve run out of. I went up to see the Dr. on call like my new Dr. told me to do and they emphatically said no. They want me to come back up and talk to the Dr. who’s only there two times a week and maybe if I’m lucky she’ll break off some time for me. So I’m considering continuing to use the St. John’s Wort and add the Kava Kava since the rest of the meds are done now. I spoke with one of the dr’s there and also a pharmacist and they said it would be perfectly fine. Would save me money and time too.
Still crossing my fingers for the weekend….I had more…I can’t think. I’ll type it at you later. I’m going to be posting a link post of things you should go check out since you probably don’t look at the menu side often. Things like podcasts from members of the Estate, important family links…etc.
Oh…and btw…the webcam is back up. If I’m at my desk…you’ll see me.
God I hate trying to come up with titles! Espeically when I’m just trying to throw up a post to be consistant. 
Anyway…
Nothing hugely of note going on. I’m having problems with the Blogjet program so I have to email the guy who wrote it and find out why it gives me errors each time I try and use it. Right now I’m doing things the hard way through the back end of wordpress. Wouldn’t be an issue if I didn’t occasionally want to put pictures in my posts like this one.
I spent a little time tonight on Second Life. I haven’t been on in ages and most the people I know weren’t around. I decided to go shopping after doing a small tarot reading. I’m SUCH a little gothlet. I bought some new flexi hair that you can see in the picture. The whole outfit is new. I didn’t go crazy and buy a new skin though I looked. I feel a little pale but hey it works. Now I just need to find a cool club to go out to and dance at. It’s making me have a vampire itch that I seriously want to scratch. LOL Hmmm…..I know who could help with that. LOL
Speaking of which, it looks like I have the ability to go see Adam this Friday. Provided he has the time and I can arrange to get a ride to where I need to be on Saturday I’ve pretty much been given permission to go stay the night. I’m very appreicative of Daddy for giving me the night off. This may be one of those times where fate is intervening though so everyone cross your fingers that it works out for everyone involved. I don’t want anyone to have to seriously change their plans just cause of my want. It’s not quite a need yet. LOL
Ok…I’m off to get to sleep and to plan for tomorrow’s work. Hoping to do tarot stuff. Enjoy the pictures of my new look!
So the coolest news is that Tat is back on the web! She’s got a blog up and also has her cam going again on her website. Strictly free site life cam! I’m so happy she’s writing cause I love hearing from her! We talk on the phone more then we use to these days but I miss her when she’s not around. (awwww)
I’m hoping to set up my cam again. Daddy took my webcam for some things he’s doing but I may hook the video cam up to my machine. I can’t have her the only one with a cam. LOL
Speaking of us having cams, both of us are going to DragonCon in a month and will be on the Webcam girl panel!
This week there isn’t that much going on. I’m teaching tomorrow to allow me to have Friday off just in case I can go down and see Adam. He has the day off and has some plans but if he gets time I might be able to convince Daddy to do without me for the night. Cross your fingers for me. This time we’re holing ourselves up in his apartment and not going anywhere. LOL
Other then that nothing new is going on. I begin my workout tomorrow in prep for DragonCon. yay!!!
Well I can tell you…I’ve had better weekends in the past. Without getting into huge gorey details we’ll first just say that my plans with Adam didn’t quite go the way we’d both hoped they would. I did get to spend the night and a good deal of time with him but the setting wasn’t the one we’d hoped for. With a lifetime a head I suppose it’s the time and not the setting that is the issue.
Sunday it didn’t rain. You all failed me on the prayers. *teasing*Â The parade started late and we stood around with the kids for several hours waiting for them to start. I was also pulled aside and told that perhaps the confidences I’ve enjoyed in the past weren’t the best choices. After just stating what my biggest pet peeve is a few posts back, we can imagine how much this DIDN’T make me happy. I spent the majority of yesterday quite and annoyed. You know, those days where you would prefer just not to talk. It’s taking alot to keep myself from never sharing anything with anyone anymore. Obviously, I need to tighten up what I talk about with whom and where, but to never talk to anyone else is a little silly and I realize that. I think though that I’m going to either need to just share things that are important with those I know I can aboslutely trust or write it in a journal somewhere and bury it.
Mom is right: this lesson is really really hard. 
P.S. If we look at the positives: I got time with Adam. I did several things this weekend that Daddy really was happy about and mentioned.
